Verdict

​Long back bad called by everyone, 

Screams his Story of pain in silence,

In a tug of war he always lost,

Violent words and he likes the way it hurts,

He cries after every cry but that’s alright,

So may he wanted to run,

Maybe he never wants to leave,

On the first page of his story, his future seemed to be a bright

Then everything turned to so evil

He doesn’t know why is he breathing

Even angels had to leave

And he take them no new extremes 

If though he lost his life

Now there is silence in everyone’s voices 

Even when he is right 

Till walls go black , so speak softly

So he said lord not to touch him,

As he used to follow everyone as lost puppy,

Anyone I am so lost , watch me

Can anyone tell him how ugly he is but he always loved 

Road to aftermath already started 

Destructive path he is on, one psychopath he remained

How many knifes people had at him , he still got everyone’s back

Because he was not lucky

Every one hated ,but he lost count 

Away from youth of fountain

His love was crazy yet he refuses counseling

Left with a silence,Never return alive

Refused his lord , because he was alone onboard

Who to blame , how to bleed

Verdict of his life out , did he had any doubt 

Wrote his part out, there was a lot in his heart to shout

Is this what they call , everyone who felt the same

No wonder why humans died for the love because he had no shame

Won’t last much everyone said 

Was he every lasting, lord said 

Take me , home he craved ,Still alone he blamed 

Was it his funeral he claimed , dead already he was never saved 

What did he do all his life , Sins

Dreathfull will it be when soul taken out,

And yet he was smiling archest one shouted,

Warning you ,lord told.Already broken he roared 

Questioning my verdict you fool, they say you are hope but you made me this insane

You will die everyday ,when was I ever living at the edge of a bay 

Drown Him in depths ,burn him in flames ,Bleed him to death , every pain he tends to take 

Took everything already , I give my sins now this flame is ready to burn

Look at me you devil , where is your fear

Fear comes from hope , I lost it my Lord

Keep him alive , let him live cruelest one should live for more

Everyday I will try dieing to question your might

What are you fighting for ,I will take it from you 

Already taken , left alone of my own 

This day I take your soul and leave you with just body 

What work do I precure , other half gone 

Heart broken , soul taken and body left 

This is how an dead man looks.

Adios he said to everyone , road to parallel universe

Where will you go ! My child a mother asked 

I don’t know ,he replied 

We are sorry , a brother said

I don’t know ,he replied 

Come home , we will fix you a father told

I don’t know ,he replied 

This was, I will make things fine meant , a sister cried at 

You Deserve a real father , not a rebel he replied 

So this is what we have came to an end of , his love asked 

Silence is all I have to give now, he replied 

Death isn’t an option everyone screamed 

Miss me everywhere ,he replied 

You can’t fight against great lord himself , its sin

I was born as a sin, lived as a lie and will die as rebel because no one ever taught me to slip demons away.

Every struggle , who was she lord asked 

Nothing ,he replied 

Lieing to someone who knows everything

Asking me who loved someone , he replied

She is coming too , will you take in

Remembering the say when kissed poison when he was dead already, he replied 

Hell is craving for you , lord said 

Burnt already , he replied 

Flame can’t fight fire. , lord asked 

Both comes from love and hate , both done  he replied 

Die in peace , lord blessed .

Peace is still living as. Family and love he replied 

From Never told to once told.

Every night story.

Once a smile, now a frown. 
Once a city, now burned down. 
Excite yourself, have a visit,
Paradise awaits you, it’s quite unfit. 

Lies, hate and treasures untold. 
Wait, you haven’t begun to see it unfold. 
The magic, the glory, the hammering sound,
All being heard from under this ground. 

Silence and mockery at the final gate,
Once you enter, your soul disintegrates. 
Trapped forever, unlike any other dimension,
You’re gone, it’s not just a suspension.

The world you once knew, 
Will finally wish you adieu.
You can now be in peace, and wish your lucky seven;
Here in my hell demented version of heaven.

Unseenia to.untold

Actually Life

​

I want him to meet her maker
I used to be a lover, now she is a hater 

Her passion to succeed is watching him bleed
 what have become of me?

Once upon a time, I was a fool
To cool for school, gangster cruel
you don’t know what I’d do to you
I used to kick it with life
And it still lingers in the dark
You better watch out

The evil within has never been greater
My soul has been seized and she’s the dictator
I’ve been dragged through the mud
I can still taste the blood


Sometimes I feel like seeking myself down just for the hell of it
Look for her face around town
 You got away with my heart
I built you up and I will tear them down
Just like that

The devil’s been an angel
Even the devil’s been an angel

22yrs old decision

Again, again, and yet again
In working out in heart and brain
The problem of our being here,
To gather facts from far and near
Upon the mind to hold them clear,
And knowing more may yet appear
Until one’s latest breath to fear
The premature result to draw – 
Is this the object, end, and law,
And purpose of our being here?

17th and 18th May , decision should be wise,

With whom they should go

Every side they used bow

Will be decided by the one who know

But will that unknown justify with whom they should go,

Every inch wiithin screams for the stay

Indeed in the end they never wanted to stay.

Put forth thy leaf, tho lofty plane,
East wind and frost are safely gone;
With zephyr mild and balmy rain
The summer comes serenly on
Earth, air, and sun and skies combine
To promise all that’s kind and fair
But thou, O human heart of her
Be still, contain thyself, and bear.

May month days were brief and chill,
The winds of March were wild and drear,
And, nearing and receding still,
Spring never would, we thought, be here.
The leaves that burst, the suns that shine,
Had, not the less, their certain date
And thou, O human heart of her
Be still, refrain thyself, and wait.

He couldn’t question anyone anymore 

Unseen, he screamed to fix that was already broken

His life full of left joined your hands

Witness his fall of question why where and what

Because he surely misses you at not any doubt.

Gunned down to your answers

Badass you left turned down to begging.

The single dot he spoke ,still waits within him

Surely everyone doesn’t want the factor of him

Even the dark color of his soul abandons his existence

Every strength he had is long gone,

Need is what he felt

Now Patience is all he dealt’s.

Let go

Your fragile badass ego 

Couldn’t handle the rejection 

When I refused her life offer

She couldn’t accept dejection

He held the vile acid 

That charred his dreams 

With hands full of venom 

He did as he pleased 
I went through my struggles 

Fought with my reflection 

Didn’t know how to accept 

That life isn’t a subject 
I decided to stand tall

And defeat my angels 

I started loving them once again 

For the person I was, is nevers the same
Now time will burden him 

And confine him in his own sins 

He will die inside every single day 

And she will thrive and live in his dreams.

Jawaab

Maloom hai mujhe ki bada jurm hai ye kaam,

Main khwaab dekhta hun mujhe maar dijiye..

Main poochhne laga hun sabab apne qatal ka, 
Main had se badh gaya hun mujhe maar dijiye..

Zinda raha toh karta rahunga humesha pyaar,
Main saaf keh raha hun mujhe maar dijiye.

Ghar se soch ke nikla hun ki mar jaana hai,
ab koi raah dikha de ki kidhar jaana hai.

Jism se saath nibhaane ki mat ummeed rakho,
iss musaafir ko toh raaste mein thehar jaana hai.

Maut lamhe ki sadaa zindegi umron ki pukaar,
main yahi soch ke zinda hun ki mar jaana hai.

Nasha aisa tha ki mai-khane ko duniya samjha,
hosh aaya toh khyaal aaya ki ghar jaana hai.

Mere jazbe ki badi qadar hai logon mein magar,
mere jazbe ko mere saath hi mar jaana hai.

4.09AM

I’ve been standing here waiting all day and now I’m losing hope.The day has turned to dusk

Over and over, I lift up my hands to pray for your well-being
I have no one who will listen again.

I cannot change anything, and accept my defeat at the hands of fate
Come already, oh unseenia
The day has turned to dusk

We can never know, 
Which moment might be our last
Let’s forget everything and live
We can never know, 
Which moment might be our last
Any moment could be our last

How can I hold anyone else at fault? The blame is my own for driving myself insame to love. My passion for you has driven me beyond sanity.

There is simply no trusting​

Way down he goes.

You let your feelings crawl

Time has come to have no brawl

Dare to look her in eye

Hard to say one last goodbye,

And then we run him down

And then we bend him down

All way down,

Love has no way to stop the pain

Hate has nothing to gain

Death has no part to play

Life has nothing to say,

Second chance he begged for

Trust is the factor to care for

Few days left to see her

Cry till eternity , because there is nothing​ to fear.

Nevertold to Unseenia

“Some questions are never answered, some tales are never said !”

Nevertold and Unseenia
A Great King and A Great Queen in their Kingdom of pain

The debit of some wounds can’t be fulfilled with words !  She said
People who are scared often hide behind words ! He replied
 
He was looking for that reality which shines even in extreme dark conditions … she was looking for that love which she left at his doorsteps … people of the world, try to understand the prayer when one bows down … Both of them were  looking for that heaven which they could attain after death,

So why is it paining actually ?

When you don’t have love in your love …
when you don’t have a friend in pain …
when you don’t have a smile in your tears …
when you don’t have a voice in your words …
when your breaths are just breathing …
when the night sets in every day of yours …
when you only wait for time …
when you only remember that one person …
why am you are a traveller and when she’s the destination for someone else …
my heartbeats have left me alone …

it’s hard to live in love, is’nt it ?

Every poetess should get married … if you get a good husband then life is well spent … if not, then atleast your poetry improves !

wasnt it happening ?

People often slip on the wet floor of relations  !
Understand Unseenia ,Nevertold Screamed

You have’nt changed a bit ! She said
Your memories have kept me alive … or else the questions would’ve killed me long time back , he smiled in pain

Every question still remains unanswered !
Every definition still needs emotions indulged !
Every life needs a second chance !

“From me to you, words unsaid

A promise to never walk off

Its okay, the he doesn’t seem worth it

But you have me and that’s reality.

Somewhere losing the will has set him back

But hold my arm and I will lead she replied

I am just you, and you me. WE wasnt the answer !

Like shadows, we move with the sun”
You and Me together

“Let’s die,

Set the soul free. Its sad. .

Who cares ANYWAY !

That game you like to play! like always

Tear stained cheeks smile bright, they ache. .

Its not known, but the water is too salty to drown.
Those pages I filled, put blood on paper

Those words I wrote,

Now you know.

What is hidden, all that is in me

The bitterness, the negativity

Now you know.

The fact remains that I love you so

For now you know.

Exposed, I stand

No barriers anymore, no secrets

that you don’t know

World became heaven by we

Untill she became he !

His soul and her body

Pain he gave , love she returned

Not in this world, here after burned.”

Nevertold to Unseenia

Nevertold to Unseenia

“Some questions are never answered, some tales are never said !”

Nevertold and Unseenia
                      A Great King and A Great Queen in their Kingdom of pain
“Mujhe samjhane ki koshish mat karna … kyun ki agar samjhaoge toh samajh                                 jaaonga … agar samajh gaya toh bikhar jaaonga”

The debit of some wounds can’t be fulfilled with words !  She said
People who are scared often hide behind words ! He replied
 
He was looking for that reality which shines even in extreme dark conditions … she was looking for that love which she left at his doorsteps … people of the world, try to understand the prayer when one bows down … Both of them were  looking for that heaven which they could attain after death,

So why is it paining actually ?

When you don’t have love in your love …
when you don’t have a friend in pain …
when you don’t have a smile in your tears …
when you don’t have a voice in your words …
when your breaths are just breathing …
when the night sets in every day of yours …
when you only wait for time …
when you only remember that one person …
why am you are a traveller and when she’s the destination for someone else …
my heartbeats have left me alone …

it’s hard to live in love, is’nt it ?

Every poetess should get married … if you get a good husband then life is well spent … if not, then atleast your poetry improves !

wasnt it happening ?

People often slip on the wet floor of relations  !
Understand Unseenia ,Nevertold Screamed

You have’nt changed a bit ! She said
Your memories have kept me alive … or else the questions would’ve killed me long time back , he smiled in pain

Every question still remains unanswered !
Every definition still needs emotions indulged !
Every life needs a second chance !

“From me to you, words unsaid

A promise to never walk off

Its okay, the he doesn’t seem worth it

But you have me and that’s reality.

Somewhere losing the will has set him back

But hold my arm and I will lead she replied

I am just you, and you me. WE wasnt the answer !

Like shadows, we move with the sun”
You and Me together

“Let’s die,

Set the soul free. Its sad. .

Who cares ANYWAY !

That game you like to play! like always

Tear stained cheeks smile bright, they ache. .

Its not known, but the water is too salty to drown.
Those pages I filled, put blood on paper

Those words I wrote,

Now you know.

What is hidden, all that is in me

The bitterness, the negativity

Now you know.

The fact remains that I love you so

For now you know.

Exposed, I stand

No barriers anymore, no secrets

that you don’t know

World became heaven by we

Untill she became he !

His soul and her body

Pain he gave , love she returned

Not in this world, here after burned.”

If she is gracious enough to give me a second chance, I won’t need a third.

Nevertold to Unseenia